with Tristan working all the time and his cummute being an hour. i dont really get to spend much time with him as i would like to. i really hate that his drive is so long and even worse i worry about it. he rides a motorcycle and drives ortega hwy. to and from work. those of you that dont knwo ortega, its a scary, curvey mountain pass that goes from lake elsinore to san clemente. its scary. less than a year ago on the way to work he was on a curve and his back tire hit a dirt patch and he went down. slamming against a rock wall and completely wreaking his bike. he did hurt his back pretty bad but it could have been worse. thank god he wears a riding jacket and other stuff to protect him.

but back to what i was saying about him no being here that much. during the week i really miss him. we make what little time we have together quality time. we rent a lot of movies and i wait for him to eat dinner. sometimes life just sucks that way. we cant afford to live in orange county close to his work and i hate not having enough time with him. grrrr...  someday i hope that i can look back to these days and think about all the sacrafies we made and now it was worth it. because right now its a little fuzzy. i guess i am being selfish and just want my baby home more. but who wouldnt.

i just felt like getting that out and i actually feel a little better. not much because it still wont bring him home sooner. the long work week makes our weekends seem so much greater.