Well It has been a bad few days for me. I ran into some very unkind guys that said alot of hurtful things. I would have said something to them if i wasnt by myslef with my son. So I have been in a bit of a funk cause i have been working hard on a dite and i have lost 20lbs but i just feel frustrated. But when i went onto myspace today my friend tonya posted this and it kind of made me happy again. So i wanted to share it with all of you. And you people who understand how i feel i hope this brings a smile to your faces.

Love and hugs- Becca

well everyone Daniel had asked us some great questions and i just want to put the anwsers here.....

 Since I personally don't know you both, I personally would like to ask three questions to make my decision on who I should vote for. I already have one couple in mind, but that vote may change. I also want the question and answer posted back onto my page as a comment. :)I wish both of you the best!

1)If you had the chance to win $100,000 or the wedding, which one would you choose?

a:If you choose $100,000, how would you use it?

b:If you choose the wedding, what is the difference to you between a small wedding and a big one?

2)If either one of the family was against you both getting married what would you do?

3)What are your Astrology Signs and Chinese Zodiac signs?

Daniel Aug, 14, 03:39 PM PST

Hi...
Wow those are some great questions.

1. Well we would love the wedding but if we had a choice i think we would take the money.

1a. we could still have our wedding, and we could put aside money for a condo or something. So we have a place we can call ours and some place for my mom so she dosent have to worry all the time about how she us going to make it from day to day. And she could just recover from her canncer. And we would also take at least 10% of what we get, and give it to a very desrving charity so we can bless others as God has blessed us.

1b. We honestly dont need a big wedding, but we would enjoy it. We just want something with our familes and our close friends. We just want to shout out to the world that God has brought us togther and we love eachother. But a small wedding to us is like 70 people consdering 50 of that would be our family. A big wedding would be for 150 guest and up.

2.Well my father is actually against it. My father is well stuck up and is going through a mid life crsis and well we gave him a realty check when we made him a grandpa. My dad dosent like james because he got me preg out of marriage. and because of that he wont take the time to try to even get to know James. It makes me sad that my dad wont be happy for me and his grandson that we found such an awsome guy to take care os us and love us. But im not going to let my dad or anyone stand in the way of our love. I just pray that God will show him the way and change his heart.

3.Mine is a dog and sagitarus... James is a leo and a tigger I hope that helps and please if you have any other question please ask.... We just re posted our story so if u get a chance please go check it out. Thank you for your support. hugs- becca

Becca

http://vipnetwork.kiisfm.com/beccajamestruelove

So I know I have been MIA for the last few days.... But lost of stuff has been going on james was supended from work for what we dont know he showed up to work saturday and the supervisor said go home your supened... Which well he cant do that a mannger has to do it but none of them were there. So now him and his unio rep are going before the labor board Thursday.... So please pray they get it resolved. They said he should get paid for the time the supended him for so keep your fingers crossed we really need that money badly. He hasnt done anything wroung hes had countless custmer compliments and 6 perfect mystre shops in a row. So this is all baffling to us. And the assitan manger wouldnt tell him why when he called yesterday or talk to the union rep on the phone today. Anyways here is the lyrics to our song. Ots how we feel about eachother...

(male solo)
If I never knew you, if I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of how precious life can be
And if I never held you, I would never have a clue
How at last I find in you, the missing part of me.

In this world so full of fear, full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear, in your eyes, so dry your eyes
And I'm so grateful to you, I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.

(female solo)
If I never knew you, I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel a love so strong and true
I'm so grateful to you, I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever, if I never knew you.

(male solo)
I thought our love would be so beautiful
(female solo)
Somehow we make the whole world right
(duet)
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
All they leave are worthless whispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right.

(female solo)
If I never knew you
(male solo)
There is no moment I regret
(female solo)
If I never knew this love
(male solo)
Since the moment that we met
(female solo)
I'd have no inkling of how precious life can be
(male solo)
If our time's auspicious as that
Is here at last.

(duet)
I thought our love would be so beautiful
(female solo)
So beautiful...
(duet)
Somehow we make the world right
(female solo)
I thought our love would be so beautiful
We turn the darkness into light
(duet)
And still my heart is saying we were right.

(male solo)
We were right
And if I never knew you
(female solo)
And if I never knew you
(male solo)
I'd have lived my whole life through
(duet)
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I hope you guys understand us a bit better now. Hugs and love to all and congrats to those of you who made it. One day we will have our wedding, some how some way.