I know its been forever since I posted and a lot has happened. I got my ears pierced. Completely and utterly fell in love with someone I can't have. Thats kind of why I need to vent. I've known this guy for close to a yr. I've worked with him on my student newspaper. I always thought he was good looking and I was kind of attracted to him, but I never wanted to cross that line because we worked together. But somethings changed and I can't put my finger on it. Further complicating the crap out of it is I can't figure if he feels the same or if he just wants to be friends. So what do I do? Do I just leave it alone and continue with just the friendship or should I tell him how I feel and risk losing everything, including the friendship? What do you guys think? I could really use some help with this.

 

Liz 

for the most part @ least. I had to work, which wasn't bad. I'm scared for Saturday though bcuz we're gunna be out on the floor taking actual calls from real patients for the first time. I so don't want to mess up, I did good today though and my supervisor thinx we're all gunna ace the test so as long as I don't completely blank on everything I've learned over the last two weeks on Sunday I should be good. But dude the cravings are annoying the living daylights out of me. I am seriously craving some ribs with grape jelly on them. My mom says Im insane, but seriously thats what I want. I actually went to the store and bought ribs. They're parboiling right now. But they take forever. And all the restraunts are all closed so I cant go pick some up. And I cant find any grape jelly in the house, so I sent my little brother to go get some. I wonder if they're gunna get worse or better. Any ideas ladies? or gents who have been with a pregnant chic? The morning sickness wasnt that bad today. It was kinda icky this morning, but I was fine by the time I left for work, so at least that is getting better. The doc says its normal so Im not gunna worry unless it starts to take over my whole day. She says everything looks good for now. I didnt get an ultrasound today, but when I do I will post it up here as a pic in the blog. Oh and I picked up that book What to expect when your expecting. Dude!!! I cant read that, its so disgusting. Anyways I gotta get back to chattin with the homies so I'll catch ya'll later.

Im bored. and I don't feel good. and I want to go to bed, but I can't fall asleep.And I gots to be up early tomorrow. And Im having a serious craving for a baked potato with strawberry syrup on it...do not ask me why. Anyways. I think im gunna call kiis and tell them online is messing up and keeps repeating the same songs over and over again. And I gotta update the calendar so I know when Im working. Anywho. If ya'll wanna read my actual blog go to www.lizramblings.blogspot.... I post actual thoughts and stuff on there so its slightly more interesting than this.