So I was walking home from taco bell today with my daughter and soon to be step daughter when my step daughter reconizes this guy that stole her phone about a week or two ago and so we confronted him about it and he's all like no I didnt do it getting all in her face....But we knew it was him because  he had the same tatts and she seen his face....Anyways she gets mad and throws her soda on the ground and it hits him and he walks off then all of a sudden he turns around and says oh now your throwing **** at me? socks me in the chest then slaps me and brakes my phone(cause I was calling the cops) pushes my 4 year old then runs off like a bitch. I ran after him but he is way faster then me.....Anyways these girls help us call the cops and the whole time the cops were saying its all our fault and since he didnt hit me hard enough to leave marks there is nothing they can do about it...****ing ****s...Since when should everything be made into the victoms fault? Whatever I am so mad right now. It just sucks I mean the guy pushes my 4 year old and they still wont do anything

So I know I wrote alot in the intro and all but I just wanted to take some time to tell you guys alittle more about me and dennis.

So we actually met on myspace(funny huh?) LOL His is 17 years older then me which makes it alittle crazy considering he came from a different life then me. But we make it work but dont get me wrong we have been through alot from my sister trying to get between us to other people causing problems for us...and on top of everything I am more into R&B and Love songs and he is into rock LOL But I have learned from past relationships that you learn to compromise and all that. You learn to either get past people's corks. even though at times it seems hard. But anyways, We have 3 beautiful daughters one was mine from a previous relationship and the same for him and then we have a beautiful daughter together. Life has been very crazy for us from the start  I mean 2 weeks after we met we were engaged and then a few months after we moved in together and 4 months after that I was pregnant and then we had to move. So we just got settled into our home less then a year ago. But our family is finally comfortable and happy..

I Know alot of people are trying to win this contest and they are all great people but we really really want this. Its just we really cant afford a big wedding and it would great to have a wedding with our friends and family but if we dont win it will be a few year befor that will happen....

Sorry for boring you just wanted to let you into my life alittle bit.

So I have been feeling really weird about this whole wedding thing. I mean not me and him but how this whole contest works. I mean I was just wondering what kinds of things should I be doing? I mean I just dont know how this works I want people to vote for us and I want us to win but what am I really supposed to be doing to get votes? How do you know if you have been voted for? and do I really have to add all this stuff to my profile? Its crazy but whatever I hope I am doing this right.

So I really have no one to talk to but I am writing this anyways.

Nothing Much has been going on here just the same stuff working and then going home. Luckly I get to work with my hunny so we get to see each other everday. We are just trying to recover from this weekend we spent the whole weekend with the girls...we got to go to wylands studio(he is an artist that does a lot of sea paintings of all kinds of sea life) anyways then we got to spend the whole day sunday at universal studios which is crazy with a 4 year old and a 6 month old who just wants to get out of the heat LOL.... But I had so much fun...