ever had those days where you're just done making everyone happy? Where you just want to go into a room and scream? You feel that you've given so much to people, but in the end you are the one getting hurt. thats how i feel. I try to be nice to people, and do things for them that i know i shouldn't but its just to hard to say no.. but at the end of the day, i'm the one left with tears=/ 

soo, jojo jam was a success at san dimas high school! everybody went CRAZY! & just as i predicted a few days before the concert, all the girls went crazy for NLT! even though some just found out who they were THAT DAY! i remember i was telling EVERYONE even people i barely even knew that all i wanted to do was see NLT, get their autograph and see & talk to JJ. and every time i said that each and every person NO LIE said "whose nlt?" & i went ballistic & started saying your crazy if you don't know who NLT is!!! they are like the most gorgeous group of guys ever! and they have voices that make you tingle and smile=] and every time people would call me crazy & say they weren't excited to see anyone..

but what happened? thats right..come that day everyone went crazy for them!!! ahahah it was hilarious cause of course most of the people had no clue who they were till of ocurse THAT DAY! and now all these girls are saying ooo i LOVE NLT! ahhh JJ is hotttt! but honey, you weren't with them from the beginning. iWAS! and now so many girls are telling me now i know why you went crazy for them.. they're HOTT! and i just nod and smile and say yupp, one of them is going to be my husband...

soo anyways, i really want to win the date with NLT! i absolutely love them, i comment their myspace everyday, leave them voicemails and i vote for them on TRL. even though i don't have cable.

and they are all over my myspace! i'm so obsessed my bff's are considering in taking me to therapy! ahahaha=] but yeah.

JOJO PLEEEAASSEE PICK ME FOR THE DATE WITH NLT!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! AND EVEN IF ITS JUST FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS I DON'T CARE! anytime with them, is a time in paradise=] so please jojo i'm begging you and pleading PLEASE PICK ME TASHA. SINAGA for the DATE WITH NLT!!!!!! i loveee you JOJO!!!!=]

&&&& i ALSO LOVE NLT!

anddd JJ is my future husband. 

pleeaassee jojo, pick me.