Thursday, January 10, 2008, 02:39 PM EST [General]
YOUR STYLE IS YOURS RITE?
OK I KNOW EVERY GIRL HAS THAT FRIEND THAT IS JUST KIND OF A WING PERSON FOR YOU. THE ONEYOU KNOW WILL ALWAYS TAKE ONE FOR THE TEAM, AND YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN SAY TO HER AND WHAT NOT. OKAY MY BESTFRIEND AND HER WENT TO NEW YORK THIS PAST WEEK, AND MY BESTFRIEND GOT THESE BOOTS WHICH SHE WAS EXCITED ABOUT, CAUSE NO ONE OUT HERE HAD THEM. TO NOT OF A SURPRISE "SHE" WENT ON LINE & GOT THE SAME ONES. MY BFF CALLED ME SO UPSET LAST NITE. OF COURSE EVEYONE COPIES SOMEONE ELSE BUT MAKE IT Y0UR! MY BOYFRIEND MAKES SO MUCH FUNNY OF US, HE TOLD ME WE WERE CADY. (AS IF) i EXPLAINED TO HIM THAT AS A GIRL YOU DON'T LIKE THAT!!! RITE I KNOW ME AND MY BFF ARE NOT THE ONLY ONES???
(THATS US, MY BFF IS THE ONE IN WHITE, AND THE OTHER IS NOT THEB LAST ONE, IF YOU CAN FIND OUT THE "FRIEND"
LET ME START THIS BY SAYING MY DEEPEST TOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO BRITNEY LYNN SPEARS. AS I GO TROUGH SOME OF THE GOSSIP BLOGS, IT SICKENS ME TO SEE THAT PEOPLE ARE TRULY MAKING FUN OF HER ILLNESS, THIS NOT OH BRITNEY SHAVED HER HEAD, THIS SOMEONES LIFE DO YOU HONESTLY THINK SHE WOKE UP ONE DAY AND SAID TO HERSELF LET ME LOSE EVERYTHING THAT MATTERS TO ME. I HOPE BRITNEY GETS THE HELP SHE NEEDS IN THIS TIME, SHE IS IN A SAFE PLACE WITH THE RIGHT HELP, SOMETIMES IT TAKES A HORRIBLE THING TO HAPPEN BEFORE IT ALL BECOMES NORMAL. TRUST ME I KNOW, I'M NOT WRITING THIS BECAUSE I THINK I KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. I'VE BEEN IN A SAME PLACE AS BRITNEY AND ITS NOT FUN... "SO BRITNEY GET WELL AND YOUR FANS PRAYERS ARE OUT THERE''
P.S. I DON'T WANT ANY NEGTAVIE COMMENTS, PLEASE THIS WAS A WAY TO EXPRESS MY FEELING ABOUT SOMEONE WHO TRULY MEANS A GREAT DEAL TO ME.
Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 03:17 PM EST [General]
HOW YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE IN A YEAR!!!!!
WELL I STARTED OFF THE YEAR WITH A PACK WITH A COUPLE OF MY GIRLFRIENDS, THAT WE WERE GONNA LEAVE ALL THE DRAMA @ 11:59. BUT IT DIDN'T HAPPEN THAT WAY @ ALL, I WAS IN A VERY LONG AND HARD RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE THAT I WAS NOT ONLY IN LOVE WITH BUT ADDICTED TO. WHEN YOU KNOW IT'S NOT GOOD FOR YOU BUT YOU HAVE TO HAVE IT! I'M NOT GONNA SIT HERE AND BASH HIM OR THE EVENTS THAT LEAD ME TO DO WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO DO. IN FEB I HAD ENOUGH AND JUST GAVE UP ON LIFE. i WAS SICK OF ALL THE FAKE MASK I HAD TO WEAR SO I STAYED THE HAPPY AND CONFIDENT LIZZIE EVERYONE WAS USE TO. WHEN I WAS LITERALLY HANDED A SECOND LIFE, FROM THAT I HAD TO PULL MYSELF AWAY, IT KILLED ME AND FINALLY I WAS ABLE TO ASK FOR HELP FROM MY FAMILY. AND ONE PERSON THAT HELPED ME AND DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THAT I'M ALIVE WAS FERGIE HER SONG "BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY" WAS MY LIFE EXACTLY . SHE LOVED HIM SO MUCH BUT, SHE HAD NO CHOICE ANYMORE... IT TOOK ME TILL ABOUT JUNE TO FINALLY LOVE MYSELF. AND TRUST ME I HAD ALOT OF MORNINGS WHEN I WOKE UP THINKING WHAT HAPPEN THE NITE BEFORE, DRINKING WAS THE WAY I ESCAPED ALL THE PAIN, AND I WAS SO JEALOUS OF THE PEOPLE WHO COULD GO OUT AND DRINK AND HAD A GOOD TIME, I COULDN'T CONTROL IT I DRANK TILL I BLACKED OUT. THERE WAS ONE OF MY GREAT FRIENDS WHO PULLED ME ASIDE AND TOLD ME TO BASICALLY GET A GRIP THAT PEOPLE WERE TALKING, WHICH HIT HARD!!!! CAUSE NO ONE KNEW MY LIFE AND WHAT i HAD BEEN TROUGH.. THATS WHY AFTER THIS YEAR I WILL NEVER TALK ABOUT SOMEONES ACTION CAUSE UNLESS YOU HAVE WALKED IN THERE SHOES, YOU ARE NO ONE TO SAY I HATE THEM!!! CAUSE IT JUST MAKES YOU A SNUB, AND WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!! BUT AFTER JUNE I WAS ABLE TO TAKE ALL AS A GOOD THING IT MADE WHO I AM TODAY. IN JULY I MEANT THE MOST AWSOME MAN EVER, HE IS EVERYTHING THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET!! WE HAVE THE BEST RELATIONSHIP (IT'S NORMAL) AND I'M NOT GONNA SAY ALL IS GOOD NOW CAUSE IT TAKES STEPS TO TRULY HEAL, I HAVE FALLEN BACK INTO DEPRESSION TWICE BUT I HAVE HAD SO MUCH SUPPORT THAT IT WILL BE ALRIGHT, SO NOW WE ARE IN DEC ABOUT TO START 2008 AND I FALLEN OUT OF LOVE AND BACK IN, I FOUND OUT HOW MUCH A HUMAN BODY COULD TAKE BEFORE IT GOES CRAZY.... SO JUST LIKE MY PICTURE "I'M KISSING 2007 GOODBYE"!!!!!
" NEVER GIVE UP AS MUCH AS YOU WANT, TRUST ME IT CHANGES WHEN YOU WANT IT TO. YOU MAKE YOUR LIFE" AND IF YOU ACTUALLY TOOK THE TIME TO READ ALL OF THIS THEN YOU CAN HIT ME UP, IF YOU HAVE EVER FELT LIKE THAT
Tuesday, November 27, 2007, 02:36 PM EST [General]
ONE WORD JO????
I AM A REALITY SHOW JUNKIE, IT KIND HELPS ME ESCAPE MY OWN DRAMA. lol BUT JO, PLEASE DID YOU SEE THE EPISODE WHERE SHE MADE HER SINGLE...GOODNESS IF YOU ONLY HEARD MY STORY, I WOULD BE A HIT!!!. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY SOME REALITY STARS GO AND TRY TO DO MORE????????? THAT ALL YOU CAN SAY.. GUESS WE'LL ALL WAIT TO SEE HER SMASH HIT RECORD.
